Not a great week.

My illness is Stage 4 liver disease and serious respiratory proplems. There is nothing that can be done. I have got used to it having no energy etc. Last,weeks rain was pretty constant and met I rarely got out. This is soo hard to accept as the fresh air in a great solace for me.i had to spend two days in bed This knocked me for 6

I still find it hard to be asked what’s up with me.So many questions so few answers. My voice is weak and can,t chat for long. This is why I do not want many visitors. I have to protect myself and my voice Its hard to live with but that’s life.

I got one day out a bit of sun and see Yvette and Kalie this week and they have been a-good help so much to sort out. Kalie is off to Harris lots of great memories there. We also visited the undertaker he was a big help,thanks Dan Ralph. These things have to be done and though hard worth it.

On the bright slide the weather should be better. It was hard to sell my mountain bike ( electric) I had only used it twice I could hardly lift it now. It’s gone to good home. A good friend will get great joy out it. Great to see the flowers are out that cheers me up.

I had a surprise visitor Pete from Cornwall he is up working with SAR helicopters at Inverness. I have managed a few short walks as the weather is better. This helps so much and the warmth of the sun brings me much joy.i will feel a bit better just had a visit from the Respiratory physio lots of advice to follow. I went for a wander not far Cummingston to Hopeman about 3 miles in total, just be for the exercise. Pete came I felt wobbly on the wee hill before the campsite had a break and took my arm for 5 min we made it to his cabin. We had soup and a brew I felt better and managed to walk back to Cummingston. I was shattered and how weak I felt.

Then it was home and try to chill out.

Take care all.

Pete